One day my fren drove me around in town lookin for we9, somehow we got 8.

By the time his car reaching my place, ( take a look at the pic up there).

He said,"check this out, its a miracle, even the car is tellin us to go to the casino"

 whoa whoa whoa wait a sec u forgot sth?? see the last number there, we hv been thru this all the times, the last 7 is always half away from the center n we aint gettin any jackpots.

So we truned down the deal n go dealin wif the fuckin we8. i lost the first match by 5-2...coz i forgot the function of triangle in we8 is soooo amazingly powerful.

Do ya hv an extra smoke?

lo po, seriously u did a great job today, nobody hv done the same thing as u did

i should rather say nobody was dare to take away all my cigarette n not giving it bak

u didnt give me bak...u threw them all thru the window

i bet there will be bunch of natives waiting down there at the same time tomolo

if there were newspaper for natives to read, the title must be written as "Cigarette falling from the sky, God loves us"

the worst situation would be they find out u did that in my apartment...i afraid there will be men lining up to ask me do i hv an extra PACK of cigarette everyday

honestly i was very impressed by ur braveness, on the other hand, alone in my place without cigarette depresses me. and of coz brazil only winning by 1 nil depresses me too.

btw we hv been together for 7 months til today...um...or yesterday...doesnt matter

i love you still even u did THAT to me. of coz u dun understand what m i suffering rite now...you hv never been addicted to nicotine.

I CANNOT SLEEP!!!  

anyone who hv read this crap...plz inform all the natives in edmonton not to ask me for extra smoke...i swear to god i will fucking kill the one who ask me

at last, salute to all the falling cigarette

memories

i dunno do i deserve to hv u to be my galfren

but i do love you

and u r deserved to see my stupidity =P

i wont be able to see u tomolo n its gonna be sad

i 'll miss ya

hv fun ... u noe tomolo is a rare day-off to u

after tomolo u r gonna see me bossin u again hehe

To lo po

i jux had a bad dream like 30mins ago

it was about i seeing ghost n ppl tot i was insane

since then i could not get bak to sleep

i wanted to talk to u about it but of coz i would not wake u up becoz of this

u dun believe in nitemare, rite? so i type it hear for u to let u read as a joke

in the dream jin was hving a baby in hospital n eric was hving meal wif me n some other frens,  during the meal a fren< my high skool skoolmate, i dunno why its him > put out a gun n point at me. at that time i saw a ghost holding eric's hand since then i kept seeing weird things. after the meal eric went to hospital n i tried to call him to ask about the ghost hand. at that time i was so freak out but he didnt care < of coz , jin was borning baby =T > in all of a sudden , there was a western woman tellin me that i should be put into jail n think about what i hv seen. The End

after i woke up, i was sitting on the bed n watching ur cute face, u look like an angel while u were sleeping. i love you. after a while i went to cook somethin to eat n smoke my last cigarette in the box, then i was sitting hear to type this thing.

btw i discovered that i miss eric, its so gay lol =P n YEAH! happi half-year anniversary for us. finally i could tell ppl how long we hv been together by using the word "year"  =)

this is my first time ever to write a diary so i guess it looks bad n shit but plz dun laugh. i didnt think i would write my first diary on internet. shouldnt i write it on a book when i was young like my mother used to tell me to do it?

p.s. u keep kicking the blanket n moving around lol